some of the stuff I dealt with is hard to handle. and it’ s not the weed I’ m talking about. emotions come and go. anger is one of the deepest. no, I’ m not on a revenge-path, but everything could as well have led to one. yes, years of loneliness and isolation. human contacts nearly everyday, but not talking real things. bernie is my figure, and as a rat I need to say, go for whatever you want and give your best. the jesus-days seem long ago.
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as open-source-disciple I just mention xml-experiments. the life as known seems to 1. lead to destruction 2. grow *very* slowly. motorpsycho-like we’ ll touch the spot. scientology-bullshit, as it may occur, isn’ t it ? on this evening before a tuesday I mention hamburg and volmarstein.
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no I got no car and I ain’ t a fool, but beware of the dog. it’ s nature. some suck thumbs.