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#drugs
3022 (pattern recognition)
pattern #1 victim
pattern #2 criminalist
pattern #3 junkie
pattern #4 bus driver
pattern #5 clerk
pattern #6 sex maniac
pattern #7 psychologist
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if we got this crew, each and everyone has a job. the only thing that counts, is getting the job done. pattern recognition is learned by the school of survival. you gotta live stranded on your own for years and years, you learn. you learn surviving the streets you walk as well as surviving the socalled #hospitals. let’ s assume you don’ t know the next job yet. but you know, the job has to be done. you get better reading the patterns with every job. the best thing you can steal is stolen goods. but that’ s stolen thoughts from vachss. okay, let’ s train the software.
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#death
#music
#suicide
#drugs
#zero
#one
#electricity
#path
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sagen wir, we switch to mother tongue. dann ist es wichtig, die informationen zu authentifizieren. mehr klare gedanken kann ich für heute (an dieser stelle) nicht fassen. #break.
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nun geraten wir durcheinander. neuer tag, neue maschine. morgen wird alles da sein.
#training
#balance disruption
#paradox intervention
#summary
#bottom line
#kata
#IT
#phone
#feet
#autistic abilities
#move
#ghost
#success
2090 (?)
Easy Times
1. http://www.coffeeshop.freeuk.com/EasyTimes.html
2. (1b) 52°21’51.7″N 4°53’06.0″E
3. http://serverproject.de
4. http://configedit.wordpress.com
5. EOF
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Choice
Emotional abuse is poison. It steals your free will. I am not a victim, but I know exactly how it works. This is meant to be an essay about mental hygiene. The anti-poison is psychoeducation. If you think to depend on what others say, you can at least try to learn self-reference. As a Vachss-reader I have been deep into the topic. And as an adult, you seem to face the same traps over and over again. It’ s like a voice whispering you are worth nothing, I have the power over you and you do what you have to do. Take a minute, think it over again and tell yourself I hear the voice, okay, it’ s there, but I don’ t wanna listen to it, I am boss. Let it be violence, let it be drug addiction, there’ s always a seed planted in your mind years and years ago and you have the power to fight it. As stated otherwise, we make our own monsters, but now I’ m repeating foreign thoughts. There’ s hope. Build a peer-group. Let go negative influences. If you’ re facing the same problems over and over again, each time you’ re a bit smarter, even wiser and you don’ t need to repeat your mistakes. It’ s all about choice. I choose to smoke, I choose to listen, I choose to turn the other way, I choose to build my own family.
Hate and fear are the enemies. If you didn’ t learn faith, as an adult it’ s difficult double. Take it or leave it, the lesson’ s worth a try. Surround yourself with encouraging people. Even become an encourager. Learn to look at the positive sites, hard to find, they may be little, but they’ re there. Let me leave a final quote, printed on some dub-record I own :
Trustbeliefloverespect
Hard enough, you do not *have* to repeat the evil seed. It’ s your choice, you are in control.
Stay tuned.
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